AHH, this is so shitty.
I'm soooo tempted to buy the Black long harem pants here--> http://fallove.livejournal.com/3702.html#cutid1
:(:(:(:(:(:(:( BUT I REALLY NEED TO CONTROL MYSELF.
So this is it.. i rather blog it out so that i feel better. It's not healthy to bottle things up, right right right? TEACH ME TO EXERCISE SELF-CONTROL. I NEED ENLIGHTENMENT.
PLUS PLUS PLUS, i really don't wanna disappoint Dearie too. He's been so nice. He already made an exception by buying for me a Black romper which i love it so much. Thanks! AND NOW I REALLY FEEL SO BAD :( When i told him i wanna get a navy blue leggings ($10), he just nod.
*don't get me wrong, he won't be paying for the leggings, i didn't ask him to pay. i merely asked for his "permission"*
I KNOW HE ISN'T SAYING ANYTHING, ANYMORE. So, i don't wanna disappoint him anymore. I'm gonna stop. Yeah, self control, right?
WHAT'S WITH THAT SELF CONTROL AND EVERYTHING. BUT YEAH, i promised him that i'll get him a "Papaya democratic" Blazer (though he just said it for fun). But since he wanted something, isn't it good that at least i could get him one?
*don't misunderstand him, he isn't that kind of materialistic guy*
Okay, I REALLY FEEL SO MUCH BETTER AFTER LETTING IT ALL OUT HERE.
I've just realised that my blog doesn't have a song. Okokok, i totally forgotten to add a song. (: ADDING NEXT TIME.
BYEBYE.
NO MORE HAREM PANTS
SELF CONTROL
EDURANCE.
need to pee