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Thursday, November 27, 2008 9:09 PM
I THINK I NEED TO DO OUT A SLIMMING REGIME.
I'M GETTING FAT.
YES, I AM. STOP SAYING I'M NOT.

this is to mr yongjie:
you're so dead, how dare you treat me as your comedian. How dare you call me and laugh so loudly over the phone. ***hole. ><>

7:38 PM




































the end
the moment i saw you cry
i think i saw you cry









Expecting for the unexpected, so what is it now?
7:20 PM
Hello, i'm back from Vietnam, i miss everything that happened in Vietnam. :( Especially our girly talks. HAHAHA. Nah, i think i miss the foods there the most (:

shall post some photos then in the next post because there is some problem with my laptop now. Ahh, i'm looking forward to Taiwan trip on Sunday, so what should i wear? The weather is rather the same as Vietnam, which means i'm immune to that whether. This time round, i'm gonna bring conditioner for my hair because the humidity over there is so low and i don't want my hair to turn frizzy and tangle all over the place. BAD HAIR DAYS in Vietnam though.

Okay, i want to get that Fluff pass holder that is selling exclusively on SIA. Gonna ask Shan to get for me. Thanks girl. Because it only sells in December. Heh heh. hopefully can get it. I've eyed on it since the day i took SIA back from Hanoi.

Shocking news. But well, i rather keep it to myself.

Oh, i miss the sounds of the Honks in Vietnam =X *trying to be sarcastic*. I miss that Hotelboy in Vietnam. LOL. oh my goodness, that is just a joke. HAHAHAHHA

BYEBYE

Love you tql

it's been a long long time
Saturday, November 15, 2008 9:33 PM
Yes, i went shopping today! Not really shopping, but at least i was able to walk around shopping malls and see something that i like.

TQL bought my twilight series and i truly grateful for it. :D
on top of that, he still paid for my book- Change of hearts by Jodi Picoult.

so we walked around suntec city, bought super nice ice cream but didn't have a chance to take a photo of it. Of cos, it comes with a price as well =X I saw a super nice nike backpack! it cost a hundred plus. And i'm definitely buying it! (:(:(: *eager*

and, i was so tempted by the mangoes when my tour guide for vietnam school trip said that it's gonna be so cheap & sweet! *arrghhh*

alrighty, i'm going off. tired. need to wait for my cousin's call because he is coming over to stay at my house due to renovation at ah yi's house.

BYEBYE

listening to: Rehab- Rihanna
*this song is like stucked in my head*

because i realised that we are mutually dependant
Friday, November 14, 2008 12:01 AM

okays, i am so very tired now. Everything's solved. And thank you moley for being my listening ear, though the thing is alr solved. (: Ya, you should be very very grateful & honoured. Er, forget abt that grateful part la, because i should be the one that is grateful.
Hmm, i guess people grows through such obstacles/challenges.
i'm truely sorry, and i wanna be with you always. I promised.

And everything came crashing down, fading away from me
Thursday, November 13, 2008 11:05 AM



Okay, need to go school for some study trip briefing + handing in my money for the study trip. I'm still feeling giddy though. But i'm meeting weiqi later at the bus stop(:

I don't know what to feel, i don't know how to feel. Maybe someone can teach me, because i'm tired. Very very very tired. I'm tired of giving excuses, of hearing excuses, because they are nothing but just somethings that helps to cover up your guilt, my guilt. Sometimes, life can be co unpredictable that things may caught you off your guard. I tried to stand up, thinking it's ok, but i know one day i might falter. Now, i'm faltering. Oh God, teach me to learn, teach me to grow, teach me everything you know....

it's you who makes me dance
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 9:54 AM

Okay, i'm feeling unwell now. I feel a little feverish (side effect of the injections i've taken)

Nevermind about that. Okay, my twilights series is coming soon! As in dearie is buying it for me as my christmas present! Thank you dear, Love you :D

So what should i get for him for christmas? I guess i'm gonna search high and low for it. I mean for people who know his likings and preferance will know why i need to search high and low for a present just for him. It's hard enough to get a present for a male alr, yet, dearie is one such difficult man to get present for. it's like doubly hard. Haha, not that he is picky, he isn't btw. It's just that aiyah, i guess Vanessa will know what i meant by this ;)

OH, i'm so tired.
Seriously, i still owe tql so mant presents. Oh my gawd! :( i feel so bad. but i'm looking forward for the BIG day, i guess you will know what big day it is right? :D

there's about a month plus more to go.
Oh yea, forgotten. I'm Obamais big fan! And so many more of the people i knew all like obama! that is like so great! I think he will make a very good president.

Oh, i was thinking of going Hong Kong next yr end. But my dad wants to go Guangzhou. Hmm, guess i'll go with him, then i can get my ATM. hahaha, he is like ym walking ATM machine, eeyer! Haha, kidding la. But well, i rather go with my parents, cos buy things also easy.

I've an appointment with YeJingJing ah yi the other day, we have agreed to go Tioman for snorkeling together! Hip hip hooray! ~

I WANNA GO SNORKELING! seriously, i'm been waiting for it fo so long. Oh, i wanna travel around the world.

Hong kong, China, Taiwan, Japan, Korea, Canada & USA. These few countries are like my top prorities if i wanna go overseas!

okay, signing off.

when love is nothing but blind
12:11 AM



I'm still awake. Amazingly.
I'm having tuition ltr at 9.30am and i'm still now tired.
I just watched forensics heroes. seriously i think i need to be more discipline. i need to sleep.

my body tells me that i need to sleep.
Goodnight, sleep tight.

what do you understand?
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 12:25 PM
I've been wondering about how sometimes life can be so unfair that you don't get what you deserve? Whereas someone else gets something that he/she don't EVEN deserve. Well, maybe i've been growing more immune to it that i don't even care about it.

I've been touched by the lyrics of my blog song. It is by Brooke Fraser, Faithful. She's a Christian song writer for those who doesn't know. Yes, i love her songs.

"Knowing you're the only one who knows me"

Indeed YOU are the only want who knows me, who know what i am going through. But how many times have i turned away from you when i meet into obstacles? Many times i've tried to resolve things with my own strength, but how many times did it succeed?
"And as i wait for you, maybe I'm made more faithful"

Maybe, maybe it will be made that way.
I want to be made that way.

God, you know what i'm going through now. You know what's happening to me now. You know the pain i'm suffering. You know the euphoria that's in me.

Many people says that i'm a euphoriant. But is that so? Making people happy. Many a times, i seemed to be happy, but YOU know what is going on. You know...

I'm so immune, so immune.



STUDY
Monday, November 10, 2008 9:36 AM
I went to Rev. Stephen Tong's sermon ytd night though i was really tired. Well, i really like his sermon a lot. I mean it's interesting and he is the best preacher i've ever seen so far. They way he speaks, even children can understand him. I guess, when children understands the sermon, it means the pastor is good! okay

Dearie had just booked in. He have to report at 8am this morning due to the late book out on friday. So yes, i gotta see him ytd longer though he didn't accompany me to the sermon because he needs to rest and yes, i understand (:

Next week will be my "last week" with dearie before i leave for Vietnam and will not get to see him for one week. This also signifies that i must mug harder this week and the rest of the weeks because re-test is coming soon and i don't want to retain. What i wants, i wanna get it. After re-test i need to find a 2 weeks job i guess. Okay, i'm so tired. famished.

Gonna start studying at 10am, doing history end of cold war and ltr i'm going Compass point with my mum and brother to get a pair of sneakers from Converse and walk around (shopping in Body Shop, my fav!). then coming back home to do math worksheet 2 and math tuition homework. Have to go to school at 11plus tmr for history.

Okay, i'm gonna find some food to eat. Byebye!

Fide Vitae
Thursday, November 06, 2008 5:18 PM
I was at Fide Vitae today for the whole of the morning and afternoon, and now i'm back at home resting. Gonna do hist ltr. Did math worksheet 1 & 2 just now.

In the morning, i went to see Dr Yap, his clinic is just above Fide Vitae (: Had two injections and bought some medicines from him. It cost a total of 138 bucks. The injections are gonna caused slight/high fever depending on my immune system.

Fide Vitae and the clinic is linked. :D so i can access to the clinic from Fide Vitae, and my right hand and right thigh is so numb and painful. I had one injection each.

Did stocktaking while i was in the shop, there were some misconceptions though, but it was later solved due to my cleverness. *OH WHATEVER* >.< It took me quite long and i promised Ye JingJing aunt that I will help her out whenever i can. (:

I'm really feeling quite unwell.

Nevertheless, i'm gonna cut my hair tmr with Ye JingJing ah yi. Gonna cut bangs i guess. While she trim her hair. (:

Oh, she has a iPhone, it's really gorgeous. I simply love it! I wanna get one, but it's really very expensive now. Wait 3 more months, so that i'll be able to pay lesser and by then, Singtel's exclusive rights will end! hooray~

i'm really tired now. Just edited some photos with Photoshop, i'm starting to pick up photoshop which is a good thing. :D

Alright, jiayou and all the best to me! I wanna change my header. Ohhhhs.

Ponders
Wednesday, November 05, 2008 7:25 PM
Okay, i was wondering this question-> what makes a jerk, a jerk?

Okay, this post will be full of harsh words, i'm sorry, pardon me for it. Because I really can't take it anymore. I can no longer tolerate people with such nonsense. It's tiring, it's hurting my health. I had a nightmare due to this, and i can't sleep because of this things. So just let me say what i want to say.

I guess i'm quite unlucky, because i do know a few. And some of them carved a deep impression in me. Seriously, i can't believe why this jerk that i know is such a jerk? He loves his face so much that he don't even dare to tell the truth. I mean, I'm not even saying anything, i don't need you to tell me what happened or whatsoever. Therefore, you don't have the right to say me. Shit you, dammit (opps sorry). Seriously, what's over is over, you don't have the right to do anything to me. You don't even have the right to critic me or judge me, bastard. You are one such arsehole that I regretted meeting. Seriously, i wonder what will happen to you next time? And if anything does happen to you, i will think you deserve it. But being a christian, i can't do this. So well, whatever.

Why does guys protect their faces so much? face is like their everything. I'm not stereotyping, i'm just referring to someone or some people. So let's put it that way, i don't want to have anything to do with you anymore, and you should stop being so possessive and think you have the whole world, because you don't. And whatever is in you just suck right to the core and I hate you. I hate you a lot because you are so full of yourself.

You like to scold people, it's your problem. You make someone else is your problem, you don't have the right to sprout vulgarities on me or whatsoever. Because, I have nothing to do with you. So stop your childish-ness. Seriously, i can't imagine the fact that you're so childish. I have never seen anybody as childish as you. Oh, the way you talk, the way you react just want to make me laugh. Drop dead. DEAD due to laughing. And when i don't respond it's not because i dont know what to say, it's because i think i'm just wasting my time to talk to you. And when i don't response, you started saying "scally cat, nothing to say right?"

Oh myy, this is such a funny and childish response. You know sometimes people find you a nuisance that is why they don't even feel like responding to you. You feel that it's because i've nothing to say. Oh hell no, if you want me to say somemore, i can give you a whole list of it. But i reframed from doing so because i think it's just a waste of time.

Freak.

I take what you said to me as a compliment.

So bastards, just **** off.

Thanks.

12:45 PM


Vanessa & I.
Okay, i was trying to blend this photo. How was it? (:

All eyes are on Obama and McCain
9:36 AM
Hmm, today is America's big day! it is their election day. Well, who do you support?

1 vote for Obama, if i were to be an American.

Why him?
Because i feel that obama has more leadership skills than McCain though he is still young. Also, i feel that obama is more capable and it is really good to see a black American being a president right? Imagine the americans used to discriminate them, but little do they know that the black will one day be a candidate for presidential election. HAHAHA, this is like "an eye for an eye". Okay la, stop all these childish thinking. But well, in fact, i think Obama is more responsible than McCain.

*Eagerly waiting for results*

Goodbye!

OP is over, what's next?
Tuesday, November 04, 2008 5:47 PM
Hello everyone, today is my OP examination day. It went quite ok, but i thought i screwed it up. But well, i apologised to my group mates and they were like "Don't apologise, it's not your fault...." So thanks a lot everyone! It was ok, and yup, after OP went to AMK HUB to eat with Debbie, Biru, yingrong, lynette, jovita, xinni and Germaine. We were like crapping throughout. But well, nice "fellowship" in a sense. (:

aftermath, i went shopping in artbox with biru and jovi. Bought some stuffs there. Jovita and biru were really cute. haha.

took bus home after that. Saw this little cute malay boy that went up the bus. He was wearing a blue raincoat and he board the bus, and went to search for seats excitedly. He had totally forgotten to pay the bus fare until his maid went to tell him and, grinning, he went up to the bus uncle and paid the fares. Oh my, he was really cute. (:

So now, PW is finally over. I have deleted all PW stuffs that is in my comp (I have a folder specially for PW) and it is really nice to have everything off your mind (though re-test is still as important). I'm gonna buck up and do really well for it. I'M NOT GOING TO RETAIN IN THIS SICKENING SCHOOL. NOT GOING TO, AND NEVER WILL IT HAPPEN. :D

My rooming list for Hanoi trip is out, i'm sleeping with yingrong. She said that everytime she go overseas, she will always get that last room in the level that is near the fire exit (which is eerie and spooky! oh God, please don't let it happen, cos we both are scared!). Ok, and i joke to them that i will bring holy water on them and sprinkle it unto them and everywhere in the hotel. LOL.

Seriously, i'm excited for the trips. and i'm motivated to study too. hee.

Having tuition tmr. awwww. Haven't even do tuition hmwk. Think i'll be coming home to do tonight. Going to have dinner with my family. Goodbye!

:D
cheese!

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